Well once again i have taken my will back and paid the ultimate price. i lost a dear friend behind it, i hope to continue turning my will and life over to the care of GOD. Also no matter how hard life is i need to learn from life's lessons and continue to work a program no matter how difficult it seems.
I think that i am now willing to do whatever it takes to do gods will and not my own will. the only thing i have managed to accomplish was to secure daily pain and suffering. I am emotionally and spiritually bankrupt, but i will work on this on a daily basis as i work my 3rd step on a daily basis.
Everyone has defects, i can only work on my own to become a better person. I have been procrastinating on my 4th step. i need to get this done, i need to see the part i have played in my resentments and identify my feelings.
I need to free myself from this mental bondage and i know working a good solid program will do this. i have to concentrate more on me.
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