Another Sleepless Night.

Tossing and turning, another sleepless night for the weary. what i am currently going through is eating me alive. I pray to my higher power for relief, as i write this post tears are strolling down my eyes in which i cannot control. I am so empty inside, but i need to keep my faith in god for only he can remove me from all the misery that i am feeling at this moment. i feel as though i am aging very quickly and may not be around to much longer.....i need sleep i wish i could get some, but my thoughts omg my thoughts are but that of a horrible nightmare..some of my thoughts just want god to take me...i cant do this.