Sunday was a good day for me, i talked to my best friend all day long and it felt really good to have her attention that long. i also went to a meeting and heard some ESH that i could apply to me, Susan and i talked about my move out to California and the many possibilities. I am looking forward to 2 things no wait 3 things. 1- is obtaining a job 2- is making meetings and 3- is spending time with Susan.
It will be nice just to sit around looking in her face as i talk to her as oppose to talking on the phone or in messenger. Because the eyes are the windows to the soul and i want her to be able to look inside my soul as i look inside hers and see that this friendship is beyond special.
I want us to be able to go places and enjoy things like the zoo as friends and just enjoy each others company, i probably would hold her hand as we walk through the zoo. but not as a boyfriend but as a friend. just to let her know that i will always be there for her, just the thought of us being near each other gives me a rush. I will protect her by any means necessary, i know i am starting to sound mushy but she is my friend and I Love her very much. :)
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