Times are changing

Well here it is its after 11:00am est i finally pulled myself out of bed, i grabbed my phone to see if i had a good morning text or missed a phone call. nothing no text nor phone call, i guess thats what is meant by expectations, when you have been doing the same thing for so long you get kind of use too it.

i can see that the friendship that i have is taking a very hard hit, its not that either one of us did anything on purpose to hinder our friendship it just happened. and now it is forever changed, our friendship will never be the same. its funny how life is one minute you are secure in a loving and caring friendship and the next minute you barely have 2 words to say to one another.

The tension at times is so strong that you can cut it with a knife, i am not blaming either one of us for this. This is just something that just happened, we both said that we will always be there for one another but i know deep in my heart that this is not true. The reason being is that times are changing there are other obligations in our lives that steps in the way. I so wish that things were the way they used to be, but times are changing and nothing remains the same.