Damn Rain sucks

This is my first Blog ever, i dont really know what to say. i have been going through some difficult times lately. i have spoken to my sponsor about what i have been gong through and it seems to help some what. i really wish i could talk to my best friend about it but i cant, she might think it has something to do with her, but it does not. it has nothing to do with her life at all (for once). i am soley depending on my higher power. i know that i need to drop down on my knees on a daily basis and pray to him, not only when i am in a time of need. but also to thank him and praise him, i was trying my hand in the dating pool. i went out to dinner with her last night and i really like her and she seems to like me as well. but we will see what happens, right now i have a lot on my plate.