The other day out of no where i get a phone call, guess who it was, it was an ex girl friend. i would have never thought in a million years that i would have heard from her. i have not heard from her in about 6 or 7 years. we chatted caught up on old times, talked about old friends and shared laughs about how i had her going all over Mississippi doing things for me.
She is a really good woman, i think she still have feelings for me and i think my feelings for her is coming back some what. but i have to ask myself, is this good for me. she expressed to me that her marriage is not too good and i just listened. i want to support her in anyway possible, because she really is a very good woman shes kind, caring you know all the good things you look for in a woman.
But because of my loneliness i need to be careful, right now at this point in my life i have alot going on that i need not drag others into...but once things get better with my situation who knows because she was my first real love. I have to be honest here since i got that phone call Debbie has been renting a little space in my head.. i mean why wouldn't she, she is friggin gorgeous at least i think so. but we are just getting to know each other again and i wont rush anything at least we are talking again and thats a good thing right? But some people can never be replaced (They know who they are) More will be revealed in future posts.
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